I know I’m supposed to be studying right now for my final exam tomorrow but I haven’t because I have a massive headache (thanks to my cold and bronchitis) and because I literally can’t. I tried reading an hour ago but I just got really sleepy so I had lunch instead. If the usual, proactive ME finds out about this, I would be getting a long ass lecture right about now on how expensive my tuition fee is (because it really is) and how I chose to continue school and not fuck around while waiting for good things to happen because good things don’t just happen, I have to make it happen for myself. So the point is, I wrote this because I’m being silly and I need a little bit of something to push myself to study because my grades are a reflection of my intellect and although I know I’m not naturally smart, at least I know I’m a hard worker and I gave it my best.
And yes, after I wake up from this nightmare that is fucking bronchitis, I am quitting smoking.